Friday Musings

Dear Readers,

Today I am 
A little bit of this,
And a little bit of that.

Or as my Loved One says,
Normal.

Sometimes, I don't want to be
Normal.
Sounds boring.

When I was teaching,
I think I loved to be
In front of the room,
And pretend I was a 
Star.

(The kids of course had a different idea! LOL)

Now wanting to be the best, 
The brightest,
The shiniest,
The what-everist,
Has its downfall.

Not reaching
My dreams
Led me to depression,
Anger at self,
Drinking.

Being average,
Normal,
Is the way I want to live.

Sounds a little nutty,
I know.
That doesn't mean I won't keep striving,
It just means,
I can let go.