Who Wants To Do THIS Again?

Dear Reader,

I was thinking that,
Now that I've come this far,
Struggled this much,
Would I want to 
Do this again?

I think not!
This is another tool,
In my toolbox.

Simply,
I don't want to go through this again.
Once was enough.

Now, as I've said before,
I can't think of not drinking
Forever.
Throws me into a 
Panic.

But I can think of not drinking,
For just a little while longer.
Then I relax,
And know,
All will be well.