Friday, December 19, 2014

15 Weeks or 106 Days

Dear Readers,

I kind of like counting days for now. It's almost like having a little mini-celebration every day!

I slept until 11:00 today. YIKES!
My Loved One calls me a Koala! LOL (They sleep up to 20 hours a day.)

I have been struggling over my post. I can't seem to get my thoughts in any order.
Then I thought, it's okay. Just for today, I'll do what I can. 

I am still sick with bad head cold.
It is cold and cloudy.
We didn't put a tree up. (Wish I did now.)
I am not sleeping well.
I have some mild depression.

And yet?
I am so very happy.
I am so thrilled I don't have to fight myself about drinking or not drinking.
I am so thrilled I'm not driving drunk.
I am so thrilled I'm not hiding bottles from my Loved One.
I am so thrilled I'm not calling or e-mailing while drunk.

I have something I never had when I was drinking too much.
I have Peace of Mind.
That is such a wonderful gift.

6 comments:

  1. 106 Days! Yay! I'm so sorry you have a cold, but glad you're able to point out the positives. Feel better soon. :) Lori K

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    1. Thanks Lori!
      I am such a big baby! Lol
      I did drag myself to yoga which felt better than I thought!

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  2. 11:00...wow! I'm jealous. My dogs are my alarm clock at about 6:00 am every day. Hope you are feeling better soon.

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  3. Thank you!
    My hubby tries to wake me up, but it doesn't work so well!

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  4. I loved your Post today. I have slept in today too. it was lovely! thank you also for your comment today on my Post. I SO needed to hear that today!!!!! take care of yourself.
    hugs from nz
    Lisa
    www.thecword-compassion.com

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  5. Hi Lisa,
    Thank you so much for your support!
    You are a very strong lady!
    You give me a lot to think about!
    Hugs back!!!

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