I am in a better place today.
I went to out to dinner with some special people, and had a lovely time.
I looked great in my hot, black dress! LOL
I couldn't hear all that well with my new implant, but I didn't get all wigged out about it.
I didn't want to drink.
Thank goodness, I was in a good place.
I felt very loved.
I have 3 more parties to attend.
If I can keep everything in perspective, I will have a nice time.
I don't need to have a "super fun" time .
I don't need to be all hyper and revved up.
I just need a warm, happy, loving connection with people I love.
They would like that too! LOL
Last night my Loved One was so proud of me!
(He really liked my dress too!)
So today, as I get ready, I'll remind myself, by not drinking, I can be loving, not only to all my family and friends, but also to myself.